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my heart pulsates
with envy of my eyes
for it knows love
whereas
the eyes
knows only lust
i am smitten
by your beauty
driven
by the desire
to be near you
to hold you
in essence
to know you
to kiss your forehead
and loose myself
in it's indulgence
and I explain me not being happy with certain things I explain because you ask me to express myself so I have to share,
I know you find me clear
Really all I want to do is
Lay here
blinded by emotions
As I hear the rain hit the window pane
In my brain thoughts replay continuously
viciously
Of mistakes and a situation I can't seem to embrace if that's the case then
I feel to rip my face off in rage
An break down but I'm known as the clown who never frowns
And inside my soul I drown with regrets of the past,
Me cheating
Which haunts me and my thoughts taunt me
"You don't deserve her"
And as I stare with a scared glare into your eyes you relieve me..
Relieve my mind with words that
Stops space an time "i love you"
