personal issues

Hellbound

devil talkin in my head, voices saying they want me dead, close caskets, gets drastic, my minds gone since i saw my little brother in that plastic, and the aftermath is, they tortur innocent kids, should i mind my biz, keep a phony smile on my face, but cant erase the pain, why do this goes on my brain, trained to be a slave, behave intil i lay in the grave, so cage my inner rage, engage in this criminal activity, friends are befriending me, truth behind the lies which i cant see, how do i suppose to believe, they tell me to have faith, not to speak of hate, violence is the only silence, but can you tell me how much does it takes, ive swimmed across 5 lakes, so i can make success grows before its takes, now you see me you wont believe, decieved off the chemisty, my veins bleed pain, my heart feels clouds of rain, so how can i maintain, wen tears goes down the drain, mute sounds, im hellbound

i write 2 much

the ones that smile in your face stab you in the back, for those actions how can you react, for the differences the those can rehearse the strokes, the funny off the seven day period, i thought i was serious but i was curious from the religious stand point, jesus never did nothing to me, its only Gods kids, enough of this religion speaking, wanting to see me fail, tied up with the cause of jail without bail, hell, where can a friend go, when there are the sounds of no hope, back against the ropes, four walls no call

standing tall, against all yall, now i see all i got is myself, if you want to join the team, im not denying, but when it gets hard i dont want to hear no crying, sign the dotted line, walking backwards, but ive seen the team to redeem the art of the cream, 20 equals a dub, every thug is in need of a hug, but if she wants only money she can get the stepping, back breaking labor, just to afford the tickets to the lakers, fakers and lazy s dont understand, so t...

personal issues

i want to love you, where you supposed to be loved, but there something blocking my methods of success, i was blessed with you, but im cursed with me, the inner being, dreaming of the thought of this relationship, the better of the hip , i hope this relationship dont flip, i want to give it my all ,but ii dont want to fall victim of you walking away, stay with me, then maybe you will see, believe in me, believe that one day that we will be free, personal problem, i dont know how to solve them, empty heart, yours fill with love

honesty transforms into lies, then theres another fight, but i never want to see you cry, i know that i love you, but im distracted by others, im the undercover lover, wanting all the sisters and mothers, why im in a state of confusion, i dont want to tear you apart, i dont want you to walk away from me, they said you dont know what you got intil its gone, but i know what i got right now, listening to unheard thoughts, lost in a maze, she said im go...

lost left behind

How can u love someone, wen u was never taught, brought up with a society that they rather love than lost, cost through the pastures of life, wrong or right we lost the sight, of determination and concentration, so we don't know what we facing, hard to believe our inner thoughts, the dotted line was signed with our paw, fingerprints that detest our DNA for the art of controls

The older I've gotten the more i forgotten about you, time heals the wounds that was open when my mind presents the thought of you, laughing at the matter but feeling of sorrow to the fact that how can a man react when he's not free to decided for himself, the suffocate of the mental, let me explain but sometimes its not all that simple, walking into closed windows, thinking it looks so clear, the trauma of brains surgery

Rehearsal from generations to generation, that thought of killing is brought up in the same conversations, as a race can our minds reach a certain elevation, or its not the...