f god came from heaven, and gave me seven wishes, he can keep six, all i want is my virginity back, give me that focus back, that unknown knowledge,so i can keep off this devious sexual experience, which pressures my mind, before the tender age of 15, i wasnt thinking about sex, it wasnt my focus, but now its ridiculous, now my mindset change, to the obvious tension in the air, love making which i dare to share, when a women walk pass me, i dont even try to look at her face, i look straight at her ass, with random sexual thoughts, run through my mind, at the same time, i think about every women the same, is it a crime, maybe, really, i dont know and i dont really care,all i know is i cant sleep at night, with sex hunting my mind, so close to masterbation, then i call up a girl, for sexual conversations, if she got somebody else, i guess, i have to play with my cards, because thats the hand i have been dealt, absent, but the tension is often felt, sexual attraction, to any female, but if i had my virginity, it will all be different, i will be focused on school more, try to respect a female more, now my knees is on the floor, about to walk out the door, to find sex some more, fiending for the sexual relations like it was crack, didnt know how to react, to the close contact. Infact, i want it more, my addiction, affect my decision, reflection,as i stare into the mirror, think to myself, man, i wish i had my virginity back
Rhone
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i wish i was a virgin again
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