I forgot what it was like to feel passion for a man
Sheer desire, stomach hurting, heart racing, taking up space in your mind Can't concentrate, hoping he'd call or show in someway that he felt the same way about you I forgot what it was like to feel wanted in any capacityI forgot that I was something special My blood has cease to circulate to the rhythm of ALLAH because I didn't exercise my right to breathe deepMy muteness made you think that I could thrive on less oxygen than What was truly required to live wholeI starved in silence whilst you ate cake, pie, cookies and ice cream I forgot my worth and my value My recognition of strength became endurance My power was measured on my ability to process infinite loads of bull soiled with cum so rancid and spoiled it created plagues and wiped out lifetimes of women pastSubconsciously I made a trade agreement hoping for universal growth. The dream of finally becoming a super power, closer to fruitionBut indeed not so Due to the catalyst Perhaps a treaty may be made after allI'm hopeful the peace talks will go well War was waged against me And I must protect myself