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Pretty?

Mamma am I not pretty
I mean there's always boys looking at me
What does that mean
I feel like a creature from an unknown planet mamma
I don't understand do I not with hold beauty
Mamma am I not pretty
I mean boys come up to me
But they always want one thing
Is that cause I'm ugly?
So they think they can get it easy
Cause my friends seem to get a lot of boys mamma
Just not me.
Mamma am I not beautiful
Because when I am not comfortable in the image I with hold in the mirror
These boys watch me, like I'm a rare thing
But when I am comfortable in my skin
They look away in pity
What does that mean mama
Am I not pretty, beautiful,unique

My sweet child you are pretty
These boys watch you due to this
Cause they know you h...

Storm

Ignorance is bliss
A famous quote
I agree
Because if I didn't know of this
I would be happy
Look baby look at the rain fall
It seems like a pathetic fallacy as the tears shares it's rhythm and drops from my eyes
But look imma make life better for us
I need to warn yu though honey this is the first storm yu will be in
I will fight for it to be the last too
I don't want yu to understand that this life is so evil
But I am guilty as I am apart of the scheme to add yu to the population of this wicked nation
Baby it's time for the quiet now the storm has come
It's opened the front door
Dnt move honey
I need you to stay we're its safe
I don't want the lightening to strike you
The thunder has started
I can hear it downstairs but it's getting louder
God I a...

Obedience

An obedient child she is

As she sits there and listens to the thrashing placed upon her

Eye lids flatter shut to hear the booming of the voices

Fingers pointing her way

She is an obedient child

1 or 2 times she would slip up

But still get lashed

Sitting and wallowing in confusion

Is this what she deserved

This obedient child

Day And night doing work

Fighting sleep to be accepted

Needing this in life

But nothing is what she received

Poor child she may be

But let's see

No she was not given what she lusted for , as thought

she never gave up

Willing to wish them wrong

Do not judge me

I have been an obedient child

Followed your rules

Held innocence so deep

I have been what you have wish

Accept me for me as I will do mistakes

I am human

If you want me to be the same child as in your dreams

Please parents it ...

Mummy know best

In the group they be screamin there love

But wen i turn my head i never clocked they the one who

Held the gun

And had the knife against my throat

Shouting all the abuse

Well too late now

Cos even though my mother warned me

Bwt 'these type of girls'

I never toke it seriously

Even though they were always coming sideways

Left to right

Causing the encouragement of picking up the knife

Nd being the encouragement to slice

Well damn ma im sorry for not takin yur word

Prob ear wax blocking all yur wise words

Cos it left me like a fool

Listening to these other fools

For allowing there side comments to enter me ears

And letting these 2 FACE ES

Bring me to tears

Nd making me fear to befriend others

Cos we all know i aint worthy of that

Im just that

But not even a BAD ONE at that

But maybe they didnt knoe there sideways attics where hu...

Covers

'Yu can never understand a book till yu have read all its chapters'

And that to me is soo true

Cos the way i be getting judged everyday by people who dnt know me

Actually hurts

But i dnt show it, as up front i be smiling like i dnt wanna slap a fool

Cos for'eal yu dnt know me

Just Like the way i dnt know yu

My book cover might be all rainbows with bright colours

But actually read the story and yu would understand how much pain i've went through

People may say look she writing another poem about judgement

But damn i aint sorry

Cos im sick of being judged

Especially wen i aint rude

Aint got a baby

Imma virgin an respect people

No matter who the hell yu are!

So f yu if its irritating yu

But im sorry for being rude

Yu see im someone people dnt expect

Im judged by my brothers wrong doings

But they need to remember at least ive finished school

Peopl...

Sorry

Are we seriously in this position again

Yur sorry?

Damn why yu seem to enjoying apologising

It must be a game

Cos yu keep repeating the same damn thing

I dont remember pressing replay

So stop replaying those words in yur mind for them to spill out of yur mouth wen yu think of my name

Your sorry?

That 2 words really must not mean a thing

Cos the way yu using it all the time

Can yu stop pressing replay and just pause.. I mean think about wat yu gonna say the next time yu wanna come to me

Cos i swear if that 5 letter word comes out yur mouth

I aint gonna be responsible for a damn thing

So walk away and remember the answer to wat we are going through is not a 5 letter word

But yu look at that baby in the eye and say i love you

Cos it aint just me bae

I aint gonna be the only one in pain

I aint gonna need these im sorrys

I dont even care anymore

Cos i have ...

PAPA please

Goddamn why yu gotta look at me like that

Wah did i do

I wasnt the one who walked out on yu

Cos the last i remember yu wasnt my father yu was just another one of my mothers dudes

So dont let my act fool yu

Im just as confused as yu

I dnt even want a father with all ive been through

Yh dad yu werent there were yu

Didnt hold my hand wen i crossed the road

Save me from my innocent eyes witnessing things only for those grown

Hold me after i was abused

No yu werent there yu were in between another womans legs making her beg

But not the same way i was begging, screaming for yu to come and save me not only from these men

But the future insecurities

So dont come here thinking im gonna be happy its been to many years so be happy that ive come to see you

So just go leave

Mamma

Mamma.

Till this day i do not understand why yu use to hurt me

Always hit me with the low blows

Make me feel guilty for something i didnt do

Till this day i dont understand

I use to sit in my room after school and question why yu made me feel like a fool

Mamma where are you??

Yu always leaving me here to survive

But i just want your love cant yu see how empty yu have left my heart

I am innocent!

You dont need a jury to determine that

Trust me mamma why cant yu do that

I have stayed on the sideline for far to long

Its time for me to scream from frustration

As i feel I've been walking a endless road with you mamma

Always screaming for your forgiveness, but you give me no answer

I have tried ma

I have showed you love

I have showed you obedience

I have showed you hope

But no more

I think its time for you to be in the sideline

Asking for M...

Take it away

I swore to myself i wouldn't let depression eat me

Especially with all those days stuck in darkness

Waiting for the light to come and take over me

Me, sitting there allowing myself to willow in my own self pity

It didn't matter what caused me unhappiness, as it had the same effect on me

Not caring about what im doing to myself

Cause if i die atleast it will allow this depression to end

With a built wall in my head, so no one can try and knock it down with a bulldozer to try and figure out whats actually going through my head

Like fxck this

And fxck that

Aint now body know and understand what im going through

I want solitude so i wont be brainwashed with all your bull screaming out 'you know what? you aint even the shxt anyway'

But i never said none of that cause i know it weren't the truth

But even though i love my solitude

I know it will bring me into a deeper hole, with no gate to go t...

Evil

With the bible in her hands

Yu would think of her as holy

Yu have been misled

Personally i think she was one of the demons

The ones who were cast out of heaven

Yu can see yur reflection

Through her angered eyes

I can tell shes screaming by her open wide mouth and the vain popping on the side of her head

Screaming profanities

It must not be important as the sound of her screams have not travelled to my ears

Finally.. She leaves

I do not understand what is wrong with this woman

Cant she see

She seems to think i am the demon needing to repent for my sins

But she doesnt understand

God knows of who i am

What i think

What i have seen

He is the only one able to judge me

Only one i need to scream nd repent to

I need to leave

She has returned with another weapon

No longer holy with a bible at hand

As its been replaced by the belt

I kn...


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