now that my eyes are open
I see that the past has gone away
balled up and thrown away
I had so much to say
all the word that I kept stored away
believing in tomorrow yesterday
these are my mistakes
inside my heart is where it aches
I’ll shed a tear for every year
move on until I disappear
the world is turned upside down
I’m no longer standing on the ground
what did I do wrong?
always trying to take the blame
standing in the storm
my shame causes me pain
like cancer I want to cut out my name
memories I no longer want to
remember or reclaim