You ever wanted to help people that were just in need of a friend or money but can absolutely do nothing about it simply because the only thing you ever have to offer is good advice and warm words but when they don’t need words but actual comfort and a roof over their heads your stuck looking dumb in some aspects of the world your consider a coward for not being able to being able to help out a friend or a stranger to make matters worse most people are usually cough up in their own situations anyway but the people who are looking and waiting for a miracle aren’t trying to hear that they the one who have to sleep under the freeways bus stops or inside the car with people who they need to feed and grind for its sickening to say the least how is it people can say all you can do is pray and live one day at a time when it strictly says in the bible Be careful not to practice your righteousness in front of others to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be honored by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full. 3 But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, I’m just free styling now back to the story at hand what is this world coming to I remember when people would help other people achieve their dreams not crush them in from of their faces feelings is coming down like broken chandeliers from the ceiling’s hope begins to blow away like wind chimes in the wind to descend is just to fall to the ground like an angel with no wings hope for humanity is like a lost child without his/her mother things are a bit hectic losing all sight of good when all evil is put on display to have you believe that good was never the intent it was never meant to exist in the first place but that analogy is incorrect surly everyone in the whole entire world can’t be evil if that’s the case maybe this world wouldn’t be here if everything has a balance of it all has been tip over to the devils favor I refuse to believe that in fact I will become as great as possible and try to reach as many people I can with my books poetry and my jokes they will see that life isn’t meant to be control them and be the ruler over man but most of all I will show people with god first anything and everything is possible but first let me work on my relationship with god first then I’ll help other people out soon enough lol p.s. followin me on instagram for more poetry @xo_gizmo
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OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY thatygpoetickidd
Time laspIt's like waking up to a moment of clarity all the questions you had had been answered. There is no void no loneliness this is the first time in a long time you began to ask yourself what is you want? Not just people not just from life but what do you want from god? When was the last time you had a conversation with him? When's the last time you Diverge your secrets your pride your love to him? When was the last time you asked for his forgiveness & meant it?
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Kuma signing inAs of late I've been finding myself not wanting to be bothered by anybody i can't speak on my counterpart but I enjoy the days of silence I have so much to learn so much to absorb if I'm being honest with you my concerns are placed else where for instance for the last week or so my body has been on auto pilot let me explain whenever my "other" decides that he's too stressed out or needs a break from all the bs going on around him he retreates to his mind head which is kinda cool in a way because we get to converse face to face and it always hilarious As he's telling me what's going on vs actually seeing through his prospective I've taken control a few times and ive come to the Conclusion that life in itself is an experience that I myself don't care for I much rather stay in the passenger seat of things I don't know how he does it |
I’m zenkixkumaI've been living through your eyes for the last seven years, you've let me ride passenger ever since that punk a** n***a gizmo up & vanished without so much as a word in that time frame I've seen you lose the people you held deer I've seen the heartbreak & distraction left in their wake shattered thoughts were scattered everywhere clouds darker than the abyss began to form yet the warmth of the sun still surrounded you I watched as you got back on your feet & went straight BEAST MODE! I'm talking thousands of push-ups & thousands of sit-ups you were on your ish and mannnn was I excited for you cheering for you those dark clouds of abyss scattered thoughts and memories started to vanish but not soon after they vanished the returned with a vengeance in a blank of an eye we lost our mother and it broke you to your core not long after that you lost your both of your best friends your home your family ... |
Galaxy xHow many blunts have I smoked?, I wonder just how many thinking back to my first blunt is when it all went down hill I never had to chase the high as far as I was concerned I was getting free smoke from everybody & everybody was glad to see my eyes glimmer & my eye lids slightly closed. The aroma would always take me to a place I didn't know existed twisted my abnormal thoughts into something soothing & comforting a place where you're always all to move at you own pace I stay facing blunts I'm a pro but that ain't nothing to brag about especially when it's the only thing I know I never got high off the substance but rather I got high from what the substance took away in the moment. This place that's called a subconscious is filled so much turmoil, pain, sadness, And disappointments fallen like an angel from the heavens, fallen low is an understatement I've fallen under the pavement |
Discovered breeze failed stateJust trying to obtain some clarity in this moment of meditation disruptions fill the area when I lay my eyes on a seventy three old lady enjoying life to simply paused to say hi she offered me a fresh tomato & some worried thoughts she had to get blood drawn concerned that she might had a STD (you read that right) my eyes widen my head erupted with so many questions and before I could ask she gave a gentle chuckle smiled & said she just doesn't feel like getting poked with needles today and she doesn't feel like getting blood drawn told me to have a nice day and simply walked away |
Decision decisionsDim the lights better yet turn them off put me in my zone put me in my wrongs and even when my rights are around the corner take this left. I'm at my best when I don't follow the steps laid before me the wrong path is always the right path and the right path has always been the wrong path is what I've been convinced of as of late No little devil or baby angels on my shoulders |
Street lightsI watched as the flowers turn black A calm night with a gentle breeze silence in the air about as quiet as the thoughts in my head nothing but stillness everywhere that I find myself what all could it really mean I find myself suffocating more & more as the years go by that once bright light is now dim
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PurgatoryA question was pose to me, why do I linger in so much he asked? it's comforting I replied. He said okay. and left it at that. To put it simply I lied. there's nothing comforting about this kind of darkness I linger in. |
Mirror self - self mirrorSometimes I wonder if I disappointed my younger self would he be in shock if he could catch a glimpse of how I currently live my life would he How would he act? I don't like to dwell on the past but would he understand why I couldn't keep one promise that I've made or would he be infuriated by my lack of dedication? would he be enraged that I've change drastically? just how much of my life could he watch before saying that's not me I don't know that man I don't know his ambitions
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CatchLet me tell you something, my distain for people grows more bitter by the second I can't wait until people catch on that I don't want to be bother this situation is getting critical & everyday I have to keep my emotions in check everyday I have to kiss someone'sand quite frankly I'm tired of if no matter what I do in the eyes of the people or from hero to villain faster than the blink of an eye so you know what I'm done they want a Villain I'll give them the best damn villain that world has never seen they want a bad guy then I'll give them one pretty soon imma put this blunt down for good I'm tired of bing high all the goddamn time most of The time I actually enjoy not coughing out my lungs but these people be the reason I smoke so damn much
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