When I was a child they abused me
Mistreated by my siblings
My grandmother died hating me
I had friends who used me
I been abandoned, hungry and homeless
Hopeless and depressed
I confess I did not always do my best
I often stayed in my mess
Pointing the finger of blame away from my own
Cursing the day I came into this world
Neglected by a father who did not live long
I continued to fall and get back up
Found it hard to hold my head up
Every time I turned around I was being fed up
Betrayed
If not by a so called friend it was my kin
Broken, shattered feeling like I didn’t matter
Worn, tattered, abused and battered
A load too heavy to hold on my own
Couldn’t do it alone
From stone to a boulder
I had to turned it over
I forgave
I forgave
I for…gave it all
To God