I swore to myself i wouldn't let depression eat me
Especially with all those days stuck in darkness Waiting for the light to come and take over me Me, sitting there allowing myself to willow in my own self pityIt didn't matter what caused me unhappiness, as it had the same effect on meNot caring about what im doing to myself Cause if i die atleast it will allow this depression to end With a built wall in my head, so no one can try and knock it down with a bulldozer to try and figure out whats actually going through my head Like fxck this And fxck thatAint now body know and understand what im going throughI want solitude so i wont be brainwashed with all your bull screaming out 'you know what? you aint even the shxt anyway' But i never said none of that cause i know it weren't the truthBut even though i love my solitude I know it will bring me into a deeper hole, with no gate to go thoughWhich then allows my depression to brush another part of light in me awaySo maybe with this gate in my view i should take itBefore depression eats me Before solitude is everything And before all my light has been taken from me
Princess
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