5 days
5 days of every monthI have five days to remind me5 days to remind me that their is a possibility i have this decease 5 days to feel even more pain than i do any of the other days of my life To know that i could possibly have the big scary C because of this decease Five days for me to think that i would rather die than feel so much painFive days for me to think that i may not be able to carry a baby in my wombFive days to whither away screaming why do i have to have the possibility of caring my family genes To remember that this pain comes on these five days, cos during the rest of the month i have days i forget Forgetting that this pain is the most pain i may feel as a woman and not giving birthThese five day to remind me that I AM A WOMANFive days Five days Five days Five days Or is it fourMaybe this decease has cause brain cells to leave I cant stand this Knowin i have bigger things to worry about, then insecurities as a girl Knowing that the only enemy i really have is me
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Possibility5 days 5 days of every monthI have five days to remind me5 days to remind me that their is a possibility i have this decease 5 days to feel even more pain than i do any of the other days of my life To know that i could possibly have the big scary C because of this decease Five days for me to think that i would rather die than feel so much painFive days for me to think that i may not be able to carry a baby in my wombFive days to whither away screaming why do i have to have the possibility of caring my family genes To remember that this pain comes on these five days, cos during the rest of the month i have days i forget Forgetting that this pain is the most pain i may feel as a woman and not giving birthThese five day to remind me that I AM A WOMANFive days Five days Five days Five days Or is it fourMaybe this decease has cause brain cells to leave I cant s... |
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Lost, save meI aint here to give you no rage Imma just tell you the truth Im in painIts indescribableIts unbelievable Be in my shoes nd feel me I cant take this Its being guilty and happy for the same situationIm in a muddle Im in a pickle Come save me I know you own a suit of armour somewhere Please put it on for me Do this for me Please come save me Im burning in the fire of my sins I am glowing in the blessings god has given me Save me from the confusionConflicted in me Take me away from the decision maker could thinking Save me from the sorrows of my pastShow a a road i wont get lost or stuck You can help me Take your crown and ride on your horse You are the prince which will come and awaken me Ive been lost in my dreams Which soon turned into nightmaresI am no saint I am a sinner I am imp... |
Hurts deep insideI know other people feel more pain than me but does that make my heart feel any less hurt It's not making the hole I'm stuck in any easier for me to escape I'm trapped in my thoughts wen alone n that scares me to no ending I know this pain will go but wen how long would it take for me to be able to be like everywunn elseI know I ain't skinny but wen the person supposed to love you reminds you that you ain't it hurts more it feel like I should just stop with living some people may say that's over reacting but others in my position know exactly where I'm coming from |