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lightness in the dark

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Grown at 15

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 I was

that quiet lil girl in the coner

playing with my new barbie doll.

 

Content and happy

 

Lifes fulfillment

never decreased

from that present moment.

 

I was hidden

from future truths of reality

 

I was that confussed pre-teen

who noticed your change

from a providing povider

who did the deeds of strong

 

However

weakness soon became the cloud

that darkened our 

day after day after day.

 

I was

encamped with hurt

as your addiction became the ruler

of our home

 

It took away your 

"Black Queens" strength

 and you relinquished yor crown for

"the rock"

I was....devestated

 

I was

 the mother subsitute

for my younger siblings

I had to place your oversized crown

upon my head

no matter how hard the balance.

 

I was 

your understudy, but in this play

you were suppose to be the star

yet you were too sick to appear

show after show of true motherhood.

 

I had to step into shoes 

that were too big for my feet

Trapped in this closet space

I fight for hopes will to escape

 

Yet the walls close in

tighter and tighter

forcing me to be the you, you were not

 

I was 

your brighter reflection

Folks always say I look just like you

But I didn't recognize this darkness

that now followed you.

 

Yet I wanted to stay close to you 

in efforts to remind you of the light

you once knew.

 

I cried for you daily

"yea in some ways I still do".

 

Somebody please open the shades

Let His light shine in

I need to feel His hope and love within

 

This hurtful house 

all doors locked by guilts keys

Escaping thoughts....."runaway"

Then I think......."girl please"

Where in the world would I go anyway?

 

So I sit and I wait

staring at Gods light that shines through

that small crack in the window.

 

My lifes sacrifice

growth to rapid dives to adulthood

 

Your weakness exposed to something

as small as a vegetable pea

Yet strong like the earths ability

to turn daily

 

Day to Night, Night to Day

 

I was

full of questions "Why"

tear drenched face "I Cry"

 

Come back Queen this crown is yours

I wish not to possess it anymore

 

I was

Grown at 15..........

She Never Returned

 

 

 

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scash102 says:

Wow. I can relate to growin up fast but this paints a room, dark n cold with a young n a young lady body but a grown womans maturity ... thank u.
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TamaraD says:

Thank you scash102 . It took me a while to write on this subject because yes it was very painful but poetry has proven to be therapeutic for me. Thanks again

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