I never knew, I wanted to be just like you
Thinking of all the things that define you.
I mirror your loves
you likes and dislikes
Your entrance to peace in a storm
and I miss you
Foever seemingly each day
you cross my train of thought
for you are the doorway for my way
to capture an answered dream
I try to understand
the "why's" as I wipe the tears
that define my "cry's"
Opportune snatched
from my very grasp
I toil at my fingers
confussion lingers
Through my glass window
I watched you fade away
with your exit.
The floor is my focal point
as I bottle up the urge to make a sound
torn heart screams from the rips
yet nothing escapes my lips
Questions fill the days and night air
as each one passes
it never seems enough
still I am stuck wondering
how to reach you
Wondering do you ever think about me
and knowing for some reason you do.
Yea I still think of all the
would've could've and
should'ves too
Knowing that you cared to help
I will always be indebted to you
Yea I still wanna be like you
a success to my dreams desire
You are my earths hero
the one I truly admire
So for the fact that you wanted to help me
be a success at my best too
This poem will serve as my poetic thank you.
Thank You Aunt Julie!!!!