Check Yourself

Exist for Existence

What are you doing with your life do you even exist?

Are you existing for somebody else and cannot resist?

Make your own life decisions or are you just that weak?

Or you just need somebody else to make your life complete?

You need to step outside yourself and take a look at your picture

You are on a rollercoaster ride, even more like a twister

The thing is that you think your weak, but ultimately you're strong

You're just use to the floor that your mindstate sits on

Execute the executioner and get them out of your life

They will just drive you to your limit while they hold the device

Some people win, some people lose, you have to want to exist

But if you don't, just realize that you might die by the fist

You call that subject worthy, your inner limits were pure

Until they dragged you through the mud and made you more insecure

Step outside their range before you jump off...

Letter to My Father

Me and my father never really spoke that much

I hardly saw him when I was young, yes I admit that sucks

Every once in a while he would give us a twenty

As a young kid, yeah I always loved that money

How long does twenty dollars last when the store's so close

I was four when he left that's what I hated the most

I look exactly like him everything is a match

So when I look in the mirror the memories are attached

Over the years as we got older, my little brother and I

We been through numerous situations and was always wondering why

Why we were in those situations and our father wasn't there

Was it because you drank alot and you just didn't care?

Whatever the reasons were I'm pretty much passed that now

I still love you till no end and you're probably wondering how

I respect that you're my father I'm not carrying the hate

You carried enough for yourself all of the wa...

Check Yourself

Friends don't ever judge you from the mistakes that you've made
They give a shoulder or kinds words to help you through your tough days
They don't get jealous because what you have may be better then theirs
You help your friend to try to get it so you have it in pairs
Friends have each others back whether they're right or they're wrong
A friend will let you know your wrong and after that you move on
If friends have a fall out and they never speak again
If you were friends from the beginning it wouldn't have came to an end
Some people use the word "Friend" and don't know the real meaning
They say they're friends with sombody but their actions are misleading
If we're friends one minute and you're talking about me the next
What comes around goes around and you'll never get any respect
A true friend is life long friendships don't turn on and off
Friends always keep in touch, never ...

Get Ya Mind Right

Overlooking the boundaries thinking that you can deal with the results
As the days pass by you get more and more use to the negative insults
Your mind is damaged, he got you thinking that you ain't worth nothing
Think about it, what were you worth when he first met you?
Obviously something
He tells you that nobody else will want you to get you to think that you're stuck with him
Guys smile at you in the street and you don't even smile back at them
Smiles don't lie but your self esteem is at it's lowest you're in the palm of his hand
I'm telling you this to try to get you to understand
Life isn't about gettin bruises from the every other day Darryl Strawberry swings
Black eyes or broken bones are the aftermath from his blackout sessions from the dude you call king
When people say "Let him go" you say "That's easier said then done"
The problem isn't you leaving the problem is you not wan...