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Homeless

Different

My change

I'm at a lost do I tell you everything that I'm going through

or do I write and make like my life is not my life 

I be wondering should I pray

my faith bounces back and forth everyday 

cant act like this ain't been a strange life for me 2015 

has been a hell of a year so far 3 close deaths lost 10 friends 3 friends

left and it feel like none feels like everyone left I'm just wondering how 

soon. I haven't even let loose of my pain just cut my hair off kuz I know 

I'm going through a change 

Sooner

This life has never been a pleasure 

laying in bed asking God to clear my head

Seems like day after there's crazy weather 

stood in a mirror and took a blade to my hair 

pumped it full gel grease and something slick

rolled a couple of joints then took a few sips

ya life's like this if you know what bull is

ya life's like this when you know what it takes to pay the bills

cant even keep no trees on a sunny hill believe if you see green grass

You better know how to haul thator end up beef chicken and tuna 

wishing somebody had warned ya sooner 

had pulled you to the side and told you sooner 

to change ya ways change your mind baby 

Closure...

No we are not friends once more, a lot of people suggest that I settle the score.

Looking in the mirror once more, asking myself what's so important about stooping to the level of a low down whore.

Behind ones back could go down many things. Despite all things you quick to suggest how you ain't loose, and that you were brought up better than some but everyone that's been boned your trying to bone.

It takes a hoe to know a hoe at least if I do hoeish things I do them before your face not behind a closed door kuz in not ashamed to be me or low enough to seek and lay where you once came please

Public

We need to set an example for children

Smoking behind closed doors but not in front of the children

Every little black wants that new barbie but they want the light ones 

With the pink smile how do you teach how to love being dark to your 

child. You can't deny then toys you can't afford now that hot wheel set, 

easy bake oven. There's a that sell dope giving his cash to his

main woman. She got that Burberry and body from scheming from the 

government. She walking around looking like barbie in public but she aint

a doctor unless she giving head to the public. 

Special clinic where they give things they don't want to the public. 

The black sideline woman

I'm not the girl that caused you heartbreak
   Or that begged you to settle
I'm not the one to make you angry, fight you, or call you out of your name.
  I'm not the one that's after you trying to destroy your destiny your happiness or toy with your mind. 
     I'm simply the woman who stuck through hard times with you and listened to you complain about a thousand es. I passed up a thousand s. Loved you when you couldn't even love yourself. Fed you washed you took care of you. Knew you had a girl and still rode that out kid after kid you had I'm still standing out in your crowd. 
      Guess this is just a thanks I get.
          Every man claims to be different but every woman goes through this . Every generation the player never gets skipped it too hard to even think that love still exists. This feeling never leaves the issue...

Corner from a block

Took a corner from the block 
And look at what it did to me
What did I pocket 
a city that's behind me 
money constantly flowing into my pockets
like there's a ***ing bank in my pockets 
I'm never out of pocket and on the 1st and 15th my squad stay tapping your pockets 
And I'm chosen one the golden child 
To run up in yo house and let loose Of a can ofwhooping juice
This ain't a boosie song I can't show the world show how when pull you you jumping like them cars are hurdles on your mark get ready set go smoke I just had to take a little and remind myself what this is 

Took a corner from the block 
And look at what it did to me
What did I pocket 
a city that's behind me respect from housing property In the club yo spouse is stalking me anything ending in blvd dr ln or apt Im skating through this life so indepen...

What's a poem without a curse word?

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