Azura Heart

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I Want It All

Persevered

Muscles ache
Sweat drips from my brow
An exasperated huff
Grinding my teeth
Narrowing eyes
I spring forward
Lifting as high as the clouds themselves
Grunting and panting
Fighting back the tears
Tearing my tendons
Shedding old skin
Complete reversal
Hot tingling sensation
Keep going
Captures oxygen in my lungs
A frown graced my face
Vision blurred by waterfalls of sweat
My clothes are drenched
Friction of fabric eats its way into my skin
Can’t go on much longer
Getting tired
It will only make you stronger
But the pain stiffens my movement
It promises to break my will
But I still maintain stride
Clenching my fist tight
Biting the inside of my jaw
I carry on
Persistent and all
For the pains my senses will clear
The agony of every squat
It’s like it wants to ...

Better

To move forward
Is to let go
Challenge yourself
Allowing you to grow
Negative thoughts
Forgotten memories
Promises kept
Remembered dreams
Constantly aiming
For a better tomorrow
But never forgetting
To enjoy every moment
A smile on your faces
Blessed with every step you make
Relishing in the happiness you create
Lifting yourself higher
Reaching the highest steps on the ladder
Fear took a backseat long ago
Sorrow can’t bother you any more
You chose to live
The life you wanted for yourself
You cried and whined
And things didn’t go over well
But you resurfaced from the depths of despair
You rise and thrive
To your own surprise
You made it through
You listened to your heart
And not your brain
Trusting your instincts
Never giving up faith
It was never a race

Adventure

A great feeling
Relaxed for the first time
In a long time
Something new
Anticipating the future
Anxious to get started
My patience keeps me wondering
Excited about transformations in the making
I smiled today
It radiated from my face
I desire this
I deserve this and more
Even if the step is massive
I rather jump
Head first into the pool of my future
Where I created the path
My destination is brought upon by my passion
My will
My determination to grasp my dreams
I ripped the virus called negative thinking from my very depths
Curing my hearts
And strengthening my resolve
Ready to forge something absolution amazing
Ground breaking
World shaking
Mind blowing
Infinitely and passionately growing
Extremely out of my comfort zone
Honing my God giving talent
Prosperous in my endeavors

True Self

Can you feel it?
Adrenaline surging through my veins
You seek it
That tender emotion
You need it
A change in venue
It was inevitable
Change was occurring
Time felt like it shifted
Needs yet fulfilled
Wistful bliss ruptured my imagination
Casting out fear or doubt
I withstand all
Decision time
Quick and easy
Choosing to fight for what I want
Won’t flee from the challenge
Never halting for long
I’ve changed
I noticed
Wanting more
Moving fluent like water
Done wishing on stars
Catching sight of the bigger picture
Grasping it with both hands
Refusing to relinquish my prize
Confidence apparent
Joyfully certain
Understanding the path I march on
Flipping through the notebook of my memories
Reminiscing the sweetest of dreams
My very core burns with energy
...

Conquered

When I look at the reflection in the mirror
I see someone worthwhile
Beautiful in many ways
But slightly incomplete
Missing a few fragments here and there
Like lost puzzle pieces
That I have to find like a Easter egg hunt
I don’t need perfection
Learning to understand and accept with what I was given
But some things don’t belong
They never did
They rose with attached baggage
Creating ripples in my present state
Torn conviction
And idle reactions
Springing forth unwanted occurrences
Sheltered by my outer focuses
Instead of centering myself
Grounding my feet in the dirt
And gradually chipping away
The cold harden flakes of my stubbornness
Gingerly taking breaths of freshness in a long time
Noticing who I am and what I want to become
My love for myself is unconditional
A tough road in the beginning
...

Be Here

I hate that you suffer
Alone at times
I can feel your pain
Your soul drips toxic feeling onto me
I wish I could help
Alleviate your tortured soul
Itâ€™s so cold
Broken and shattered
Your logic falters
Living by cold hard facts
You neglect to see the truth of life
How you are blessed
And though things fall apart
At the seams
I will never leave you
Even when we argue to the extreme
Because I believe in you
And you should too
For nothing is written in stone
You must remain strong
And carry on
Learn from mistakes
Swallow your pride
Look from inside
Youâ€™ll feel alive
Your struggles have not gone unnoticed
And you seem to only focus
On the negative of life
The hardships in time
Will one day be passed moments in time
Sometimes you can be blind
To the life you ...

How You Feel

This feeling of rejection
Starts suddenly itâ€™s crazy
A lady so wonderful and never betraying
Was pushed to the side like day old bread
And I said lovingly that I missed you
Some affection would have been a cue
These days I wonder what happen
Did I not satisfy your taste?
I doubt that was the case
So why the reject
Some kind of neglect
You resist the sway in my hips
Half closed eye lids
Staring at you hungrily
You wonâ€™t look at me
Do you even want me?
What did I do?
I never cheated or tried to hurt you
But things seem so different
Like you have no time for me
Or like weâ€™re through,
I do not doubt my attraction to you
Wanting you to see me
To want me too
Do I push too much?
Throwing myself at you like some slut
Together for too long
For that to be true
I wish you want...

Frustration

Time just ticking away
My annoyance
Increasing by the second
Sadness
Canâ€™t understand you
Stupidity
Thinking hints would matter
Reality
Too vivid for my liking
Determination
Trying harder than ever before
Timid
Afraid to tell you
Fear
Not wanting to get caught
Sensational
Thinking of what might happen
Lustful
Wanting you now
Self conscious
Throwing myself at you
Unforgivable
Your words hurt
Rejection
Turning me away
Anger
Just writing my sorrows away
Waiting
Trying to be strong
Patience
Knowing I can take it
Understanding
Knowing I canâ€™t always get what I want
Love
Trusting that you love me
At peace
Accepting that no oneâ€™s perfect
Conclusion
Frustration can make you act stupid

Heat

Burning heat
Humid air
People enjoying this weather everywhere
Still motion
Sitting around waiting
Sun rays beaming on the back of my neck
Clear crystals of sweat settle on my head
In between my breast
Slick like freshly licked lips
I sip this $5 chocolate coffee bliss
I suddenly miss the cold frosted air
I swear silently under my breath
As the position Iâ€™m in is scorching my back
Some weird dessert treat challenges my taste
Something strange about it reminds me of cake
But it takes the shape of a muffin
I wish I wouldnâ€™t have bought it
Itâ€™s kind of disgusting
But full bloomed flowers beautiful to my sight
Sweet aroma tickles my senses
Surrounded by benches
And vast arrays of people enjoying each other
Hot breeze blows through my thin cotton shirt
Wish I bought a skirt for this occasion
Wantin...

Power

Sweet memories
Thinking about something that was
Because I got too much time on my hands
Begin to with stand my own complaints
Constructive actions
Have happened
But not in the quantity that I want it
I must be honest
I have only just started
My spirit feels like it embodied some warrior
Strong and will conquer
All that I find to matter
It sits patiently deep within me
Wanting to be free
Awaken from its slumber
I wonder about that at times
The metaphorical sword has been drawn
My victory is ensured
I raise supreme in all my endeavors
But that might be a day dream
Would it come to an end?
Iâ€™m not pretending
In taking charge if my story
For that warrior within demands glory
I was in a hurry
But patience is a virtue
I canâ€™t remember who said that though
But it is true
Every...