Out of this world

These scattered thoughts have lead me to a blacker heart and a head full of stress, you're my elixir of happiness..

Before you close the door and say you've heard it all before, just stop 

Don't shout an hear me out 

Without you I'd suffocate like a punctured lung beneath my ribcage these thoughts have left me enraged that another guy with a decent wage a beautiful place is soon to take centre stage and eventually my place 

Can I remind you of a night we sat outside and watched the night sky and how time flew by when I looked into your eyes 

as soon as you spoke about walking along a sandy shore, light filled my life like nothing before 

That minuscule spark of a thought in the dark made my day, of you wanting to go on holiday sit take in some rays visit new places 

Even tho I was lead to temptation our relationship involved great conversations of our aspirations from us visiting different nations, all the sexual sensations, New Year's celebrations and thoughts of making a new generation

a baby a mini you and me 

I said "I want 1" you said "maybe 3", I replied and smiled with "we'll see, it don't matter to me a he or a she I'll be happy" and I could see you slightly agreed 

Time to Change the subject you mean the world to me, without you I'd be lost a bee with no honey, a tree without leaves confused like a 2 week old baby with a head full of teeth in all honesty that's freaky but whats worst is me laying in a hurst not being able to forget all my regrets

 not laying next to you chest to chest 

Telling you you're better than all the rest doing things you liked like messaging your breasts telling you how sexy you looked once dressed how my eyes were obsessed they were always on duty tryna look at your booty catch a glimpse of your beauty hands down you've ruined me 

Because Once you've had an out of this world kinda girl all you do is keep on searching but you're stuck with simple earthlings as you feel your stomach burning while you replay memories of you and her flirting 

With you I have no sense of time you fill my mind with joy imagine a young boy getting that long awaited Christmas toy that's me I know I send all males Ina frenzy because of how much I'm envied for being able to call you mine you shine like a lemon sized dime thrown towards a cloudless sky at midnight 

As the moonlight strikes it I'm blinded and reminded how foolishly misguided I was for chasing the wrong things