Caught in the middle of
Passion and stability. In between doing what's right And what feels good to me. With one, I'm safe The other, I'm free. Should I hide my true self Just to live comfortably? One can't be so blind To our overwhelming chemistry. I willingly bare my soul Every time you enter me. But I need him too, He is a part of me. At war with my heart, My feelings betray me. I know I need to pick one, Before this lust consumes me.
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At War With My Heart
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scash102 says: I love this poem and I can relate to it. keep writing! |
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At War With My HeartCaught in the middle of Passion and stability. In between doing what's right And what feels good to me. With one, I'm safe The other, I'm free. Should I hide my true self Just to live comfortably? One can't be so blind To our overwhelming chemistry. I willingly bare my soul Every time you enter me. But I need him too, He is a part of me. At war with my heart, My feelings betray me. I know I need to pick one, Before this lust consumes me. |
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