I have a dream
Time to take moment
Looking out my window
Hoping to find the answer
I stopped pretending
That I couldn’t have
A happy ending
This time seems
Contemplate my very action
Seizing the time
More of distractions
Promising it won’t
Happen again
Hesitate, jumping to conclusions
Coming with excuse that I couldn’t do it
I blew it again
Feeling down and low
Mood in a dumpster
Killing all time
That I possess
Spending every moment
Only with a question
Something to remember
Never again
Learning from mistakes
Repeating not option
Getting it the first time
Always for perfection
Feeling silly right
Thinking of these memories
Making excuses
Not living moment
Fallen for the same thing
Over and over
Reflection of my time
Suppose I was stupid
Not taking the chance
Float right pass me
Ghost of a moment
Making more excuse
Never taking chance
Confide in a small box
Struggling to break out
Looking out my window
Dealing with what I’ve done
Blessed but I feel
Terrified be I will
Break from the guilt
God be my shield
Banish all negative to hell
I will be free
To be me