Dear notebook

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first love

Dear notebook. My wants for you are crazy. I've never imagined something can captivate my mind like you do. Nothing seems the same anymore. You take the pain away, you are my cure. I'm waiting for the day. The day you see how much you mean to me. Oh look at me, Writing to a notebook. My heart won't give up this dare. As I write I show you I care. You complete my thoughts. The way my pen hits the paper. Notebook you keep me excelled. Each time you never fail. You never disappear. Endless lines till the words can't appear. Notebook you're my b*tch. I take my pain out on you. Shed tears upon you. You thought me to be cold. I've learned to not care. I live in a limitless world. And your the only one there. You're my golden ticket to ecstasy. You keep me bitter and nonchalant. Bitter sweet feeling you know what I want. Dear notebook you know the real me. You pick me up when I'm down. You take the pieces and make them one. As the drops of my soul tear upon paper thin material manufactured wood. I will hold on tight - never let go. For you notebook know the real me. Not the person I pretend to be. As the pages to my heart become closer to an end. I know that my life is safe with in your black and white marble foundation. As I close my life, you'll always by my side.