I want to kill you
a passionate and sensual kill
while i sink my knife through your hart i will seal my lips around yours
inhaling in your every breath filling my lungs with warmth ,the warmth that i long for
the warmth of you holding me in your arms and making me yours only
i squeeze you tight
i watch your blood flow down my body, tender warm quiet and calm
like a river it flowed out of your chest
like the love that flowed out of mine
like the tears that flowed down my checks , it wouldn't stop flowing
deep and intense a waterfall of blood ,it wouldn't stop
sweet visions of our joy from our laugh to your succulent touch
around your arms i stayed where all my troubles and worries went away
on my skin the needle penetrated each letter of your name
with this knife i penetrate each hurt and pain
i gave u my hart , in your arms i put it but you crushed it
with the same arm you held another
with the same arm you struggled and grabbed me
you cried out WHY
i looked you in the eye and said goodbye
goodbye to my bleeding hart
blemished marks damaged with scares of pain
wounded injury i concealed and kept hidden
secrets that exterminated the little joy that i had left
cold and empty , thick skinned , heartless you left me
unmerciful i stand here with this knife
i curve and crumble your hart
with the edge i slice you open
i expose you to my affliction of torture
you felt the distress that covered me at night
you cried out WHY
i looked you in the eye and simply said
cause i loved you
GOODBYE