If you were to ever read this
I want you to think it through cause its all about you I would lay in my bed and thoughts of you would fill my head And then those tears I held back Would begin to fall There's a reason why I never called And I would think about my friends daddy's and how they always been there You and I always acted like we didn't care About our bond we never got a chance to build It seems like we both made a deal to stay outta each other lives But I realized that's was wrong as I layed my head down and criedAnd what's mess up is I kept loving you I kept giving you chances to be there But you still didn't careI'm the one who wrote you letters while you were locked up I'm the girl who cryed when you moved outI'm the one you messed up with And I'm also the one you tricked You filled my head with lies And I believed you were one of the good guys But you still carried on Knowing that you be the one Feeling guilty cause you know you're wrongBut as me being wise That's something that you dispise I know why you wouldn't It was never cause you couldn't It was the fact that you are a coward And you are a runner Because you wanted to dive in But you didn't want to get wet I bet this letter you never expect Me as your baby girl But I came last in ur selfish world