you think like a deud

care

When ya don't care there isn't one thing you won't dare. 

artists heart

Paint...writing....filming...guitaring i have an artists heart.

Why cant i bring myself to even start ?

I see colors combining...words flowing...perfect pictures & flowing music all of it twirling around in my head.

I see it i feel it in my flesh....art it flows in my veins it pumps my heart.

Dear God i wish i could even start.

you think like a deud

You think like a deud ?

I think like a deud ?

Is protecting myself from physical & mental injury thinking like a deud ?

Is doing as I please...saying what I really think....thinking like a deud ?

Is fighting for what i believe in...for the things that i want...thinking like a deud ?

Is hiding the way i feel...thinking like a deud ?

Is frauding whole relationships to get what i want & think i deserve....thinking like a deud ?

Then I don't wanna think any other kind of way...I think like a deud & I won't have it any other kind of way.

Personally...I just think I have ' this running ' CEO mentality.