Could I Ever Love You ? ?(

High School Love

He became my whole part, i let him have my first before i knew i could not trust him with my own heart but i gave him a chance anyway, did  what the sayings say and take a risk you never know what could be, but i was a fool in love and i let my love blind me.

It's either you're selfish or you just don't really care but one day you'll turn around and i wont no longer be there and sadly there won't be nothing you can say or do, if i ever come down to the choice of leaving you. But baby i would do anything for you just give me a call just show me you're worth it and it won't be a problem at all.

My bed gets cold overtime that you leave. My heart feels loneliness because i want you right here with me. I'm getting sick of being lucky enough to just get those few short hours of your time, see you once a week, I feel like you're not really mine. You only come through because you want to slide through and get up thru,...

How It Is

Micheal

Love me unconditionally by giving me all that you got. I want to take you away from the streets, away from the hot block. You need to realize that, that life don't lead nowhere only down a cold and hopeless road. The devil is having a party with another one of god's precious soul. You should come home to me ,hold me tight ,play with my hair and watch me as I sleep. And when you wake I'll make that thing you always love to eat.

Let me call you my own ,the streets and the games are getting to old and when will ya'll realize its getting played out like keeping a song on replay ,its get's boring so you have to switch it up like a dj ,baby you said you never been happy ,why not try a new way.

I know you really care because you warned me about you  before we took things there and you gave more then I expected and i could tell deep down you was trying your best and really Im sick of the test.

You can trust me as ...

In Case You Forgot

I text you it many times, we had endless conversations about it whenever it came to our minds. And I wasnt giving you the run around or I kept saying it because I liked how it sound. It was real and it was to protect me because I learned to look before I even dare touch the ground with my feet.

But I guess it went in one ear and came out the other,because I notice you didnt change you were just like those other childish brothers you were playing chess and I was the only one that was losing and I gave up trying to compete because I knew in the end you would of been choosing her over me.

I wanted to be treated like a woman with dignity and respect, but no you only wanted to treat me like a cheap h## and say what's next. And its your lost and maybe not now but one day you will realize that I was just a diamond in the dirt ,which you couldnt handle you were to lazy to dust me off and realize my full potential.

But sombody else will and you'll be ...

The Unperfect Girl

I use to think of you way out reach especially for girls that were just like me.

All to nice and alittle more sweet ,you can drop the spice and plus I wasnt  half as near as neat and had no swag.

And I felt lower ,Its one of the reasons I sat all the way in the back of the class.

And I was quiet ,and a big girl that could use a diet.

So I would lose myself in this world ,the world where I was your perfect sized girl.

And we be the perfect couple having fun ,it came to a point where I would go as far as having your first and only son.

And we be married and have a nice house on a beach ,but then the teacher walk me from my sleep.

So I would snap back to the real world ,the world where  I  wasnt your perfect girl.

Stuck On You

Thinking about you is the thought I tryed to leave alone.

But being in my room , all alone with nothing better else to do.

I drop into this habit of thinking about you.

And its so old ,its older then dirt , giving you my all was something we both didnt deserve.

Stay up late,because I cant sleep but when I do ,Im dreaming about you and me, and the other side you didnt get a chance to see.

In my mind Its telling me its wrong to go on and live this way ,but in my heart its telling me the same sh*t it told me back in the day.

And I dont know which side to co sign with,because at the same time I hate but cant help but love you.

And you dont see all the damage  you manage to have did ,look at me Im Hurt ,what you gotta say now ,Oh what can you do.

The mirror has smashed to peices and its not evan see thru.

Boy you tore a large peice of my heart off.

Its like Im sick and no matter wh...

Caught Cheating ( What Happened To Us)

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Could I Ever Love You ? ?(

Could I ever love you