I don't want to be bitter because of my past.
I want to be able to love, trust and forgive.
I don't want to be on the defense everytime
someone new cross my path.
I want to be the loving woman deep down inside, I am.
The woman that was once lost and broken at the hands of men.
I want this bitterness to end.
I want my healing process to begin.
I want God to give me peace.
I want to be free of all the things that's weighting me down.
I want to be happy and not fake a smile.
I no longer want to feel like I'm dying but living again.
I lost myself,
I want to find Paris again.
I want to conquer this bitterness.
Phenomenal Paris
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