Same Different Day
I gaze through the sky,
Floating pass the stratosphere cuz I'm always high,
A vivid soul with no wings,
Though I need none for a trill queen,
Being an exotic goddess always been my ting,
You can hurt me by the facts you say,
But you can't break my spirit with facts that made me,
I will never follow the leader cuz I'm my own leader who breaks the rules,
Trap my man into being a fool,
Use his face as a sitting stool,
I hope he can handle high waters in my swimming pool,
I'm too exotic and promiscuous,
But I wanna raise hell being the eye catching misfit,
Vibrant melanin all on your mind,
Kisses from head to toe to show you you're mine,
I can make it easy to lust,
Seductively uncontrolled to bust,
Confuse you to believe what's good with us,
Baby I'll let you know when I finally scream ya' name,
Like I said be... |
Last Time
Last week I fell love again, And you left me again,Good girls get the boot,And the hoes gets they asses kissed in public,You got a life to live early,How sweet to be young,Just until you get tossed for a bigger Bill Gates,Then you angrily want retaliation,Don't think cuz I'm letting this go down don't mean I won't retaliate,I'll erupt a fire down the road,Where you'll pass by taking a glimpse,You'll get burn feeling pain,Our eyes will meet again,One's eyes will be unapologetic,And yours will be teary eyed,Damn you this time,It wasn't like this the last time... |
An Holy Unsaved Sinner
What a holy sinner I see hidden behind my iceberg heart, A dark and thick nympho lies like a layer on top of my soul,Eyes easily to get trapped in by my feels of how I make you feel,Got my hands stitched together asking forgiveness before I sin 10seconds later for you,Blink once I'm normal,Blink again she makes my body appear showing the bad side of what I can never escape,Smile sweetheart I know you enjoy this more than you regret sinning,I am accepting the acceptance of what is me but nothing to anybody else,Recline back as I drank my red devilish wine,Ready to unleash the monster I can't forbid,I laugh feeling myself get turned on,The man appears to me,My legs bloom like red roses under my dark red mood,I'll let him dance a rhythmic sin to my body,In favor of me letting him free from his cage,Missing controls to my emotions,Loose cut wires to being a new generation sl... |
The View
I feel as if I'm laying in the middle of a ocean filled with waves, Nothing but the sky and too much dreams effecting me at once,I'm beginning to feed on peer pressure,Floating above hope,There's a rope next to me to save me before I sink under,Or I could drown right now,Honestly I'd sink before saving myself,I would feel better struggling back to the top,Upgrading from yesterday's misery,As if I'm able to carry a stone on my back to highest mountains and plant my name there,I wasn't born an angel,But I won't die a sinner,Sometimes sinners want to be angels,And to be that you can't be afraid of what you are,And you shouldn't live life in a box,Breathe privately,And shine publicly. |
Never Ending Moments
Sparks popping in the sky, I stare loving every spark as my heart beats slow,I look to my right...I look to my right and saw that face,Sparks reflecting from your eyes,That smile that makes my heart skip a beat,It's like that moment becomes slow,I get nervous all over again,My stomach filled with giggly butterflies,A fire burning in my cheeks from smiling to hard,He makes me everything I was scared of trying to be,Like a me that had finally escaped from being locked away,I look down at my feet burden in sand and close my eyes,I'm still standing stuck,But I can feel myself flying in love with his soul,I think it's more to what you feel,But more what the heart decides, Because the heart has its own mind. |
She No Fear!
She can overcome yesterday's fears, But the only problem is,It's yesterday,To afraid to focus on today's fears,Steady dreaming of a future she can't have,Not because she won't work,But because she stuck on yesterday's fears,So venerable at wanting to top her nightmares,She stays belittle on the sidelines,There's a process to overcome her own fire,To conquer her ability to shine,Or at least overcome yesterday's fears for today |
Unorthodox
Oh earthly humans, Oh how I let you forsake me,Into the depths of my weaken soul,But clueless growing up believing I was just an illusion,To late to protect myself,A bitterly late to change,Power to the people,And beautiful fallen Angels,Eyebrows raised to the lovers,Smiles exposed to the hell raisers,Humans can't turn me into plastics,Because I'm already melted into a modern hippie,Can't bend my rules because I created them,I must do what's written on my birth tag,Sorry earthly humans,You may have damage what was created for me,But no power will strike against what makes me powerfully outstanding. |
Different eyes see...
Look at me,
Look at me and tell me what you see,
Don't mention anything beautiful to me,
No!,
Forget that I'm human,
Really look at me and say what you feel,
Deeply study me and say it,
Feel my inner vibe,
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I see a lost soul,
Trying to swim to its rightful river,
I see an animal that's well trained,
But is still an uncontrollable beast,
I see a square trying to change into a circle,
Forcing her beautiful corners to disappear,
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Dear Momma
I'm starting to believe you love grocery stores more than everybody loves to sin and praise. You treat it like a career. It's like you were born there. Like a religion to you that'll never break from you. You make it seem like the only thing to happiness is walking in and out foot sensored doorways, grabbing carts, driving from aisle to aisle, spending hours deciding wether to buy a box of twinkies or stick to your false diet. Money can capture the eye of an grocery shopaholic. Ain't nothing wrong with it, I like to shop and I love food. But I can't devote my happy heaven to be surrounded by grocery stores. Maybe one day when I get married and have spoiled children, I'll transfer my life over to statewide of grocery stores... Or then again maybe not. Let's keep it real, I'm not you!
But I still love you! |
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