You ever get to that point you that you wanna just end it?
Just get a knife and be relentless and dont stop til everything function in your body has ended?Wanting to walk up the stairs in your fathers house, go into his closet and get his shotgunPut one in the chamber, pump that , put it in your mouth and just let off one?Cause school aint getting me nowhere, the is starting to become senseless Plus pornhub starting to get played out and aint satisfying my sensesMe and moms fighting over my money so she constantly trippinAnd me my girl argue so ***in much that im tempted to start sippinShe say I need to step my game up, she say that im slippinBut I refuse to be Michael Jordan and let another ninja think he gonna show up when i cant and be Scottie Pippen The game aint always about making points, thats what I get But never will a ninja see me accidentally drop the ball and the refs count it as an assistAnd then on top of all this just had to burry my popsDied in the house and it ***ed me up when I literally messed me up when I looked over as his breathing stoppedThe man wasnt perfect but he was pefect to meThats why when we found out it was stage 4 cancer, it was hard to believeAnd hearing news like that was just hard to recieve Crazy part is he was dying and I felt like I was doing the same thingMaybe im just complaining, maybe im just in my feelingMaybe im really not able to handle the hands that the dealers been dealing