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just different

0ne moment is to long

let alone from now to back when your spirit moved on

See in my mind

I'm still in that time

while everyone else seems to have moved on

I'm still trying to find a way to move on

But how?

How can iI when you gone?

and I'm here

I'm still here in this rut.

Stuck......!!!!

Stuck in a place.

Where I'm half dead

half high and/or a drunken state.

There's no tears coming out my eyes

just some liquid stuff on my face

I'm lying

sometimes i be crying so much it aches

And I cant get control,

this pain continues to grow,

and its getting old

You want to know......

when it hits me the most ....

It's when I'm all alone

I whisper to your soul

please baby come home

your side of the bed is getting cold.

Thats just in case they can hear what i said;

just in case i have a sixth sense

and i can talk to the dead;

just in case God blesses me,

for that TLC i ain't to proud to beg.

See in my head....

that's where the angels and demons battles be....

God wants me to forgive myself

and to know I'm not the blame for this tragedy....

While the devil attacking me masterfully

saying I'm actually the cause of life lost tragically

Satan must be winning because i'm starting to believe

The only one who can prove him wrong is gone

Why the *** did you leave?

Nah seriously .....Why the *** did you leave?

thats all i want to know

Why the *** did you have to go?

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