I guess he don't give a damn.
I guess this love has come to a end.
I guess he was never my man.
My man alone.
I guess we never had a happy home.
I lost his child and he don't seem to care.
No sympathy at all.
His heart was never my home.
So I guess it's time to leave him alone.
A part of me is saying, Paris go out on your own.
This man don't deserve your love anymore.
But a part of me is feeling, give it time,
this man is hurting as well, his feelings has became numb.
You, who he wants but he has a lot going on.
His mind is gone, his heart is torn.
Give him space, everything will be okay.
So I guess I need to pray.
As I lay in my bed, I lift up my head, and beg,
God please protect this man, I love.
I pray on his behalf, he is a good man, his heart is good.
Even though he do stupid things.
I know I caused him pain,
please father allow him to fully forgive me one day.
I worry about him, I know how his mind begins to think.
I know he's in a bad situation, he don't know how to faces.
He has two women in love with him,
both shouldn't be treated this way.
It's not okay for him to do this, but why is it I still love him.
I feel sorry for everyone involved.
I hurt for this man, because I know his heart.
His problems I wish to solve but I know I must trust you,
you will do a better job.
I pity that girl, she didn't know she was just being used.
She searching for what we all are, LOVE.
Now she has a baby by a man who heart was never hers.
Her two little girls don't need to see their
mother being treated like this.
Especially his little girl.
I don't want her to grow up and deal with the same crap me and her mother deals with in this world.
Lord I ask, you fix it for all of us.
Place it on our hearts what you want us to do.
Give him the strength, reveal to him the truth.
Help him to see, it's time to choose, no more running,
that's not what a man do.
If this man is my husband,
help me to be the supportive woman he used to.
If this man isn't for me,
I pray you fix him for the next woman who will walk in my shoes.
I want him to be happy, he really deserves it.
I want that girl to be okay, because I know her pain.
I worry for his child, I don't want her be neglected
and grow up like me or her mother one day.
You know my heart, and I trust I will be okay.
Lord please keep this man.
Help him to see, it's time for a change.
In Jesus name, I pray.
Amen
Phenomenal Paris
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SearchingI am searching for the light surrounded in darkness a different path beside between a rock and a hard place That warm gentle hug that melts the stress away I am searching for that Godly love That unconditional love I am searching for life that make death flee I am searching for joy that smiles at me every time I am searching for the remedy that heals all wounds I am searching for certainty Always able to pick and choose Does not manipulate does not control Is not envious nor is it boastful Casting out hate not with hate but with love The kind of love that liberates The very thing God has promised the very thing he has placed within me I am no longer searching because now I have seen The love I have been looking for has always live within me I am the essence of love love conjure through me |
Black King's LoveThe Black King's love is the cure that society is trying to tarnish. So they poison the Black Queen's mind with all these lies. "Good Black Men do not exist.... it is all a myth." So they say. They beat the Black King down and portray him as a monster. The Black Queen is frightened and does not want to trust him. The Black King is stripped of his pride and his honor. All because society knows the power the Black King's love bestows. |
TimeA man is still a man, rather he is foolish or wise determines how he is defined. With time comes wisdom. Wisdom takes time. Time can not be rushed. So stop watching the clock before time passes you by. For time does not stop. Enjoy those special moments while there is still time. Time is a precious gift that's given so be careful how you share it. Never abuse the time someone has invested because that is time now wasted. Time will forever be time, there is no way of changing it. |
Maybe I Will LearnTell me you do not want me Tell me you was only using me Tell me you never cared for me Then maybe I will learn You were just too good to be true How many tears must I cry before my eyes stop looking for you How many times must my heart break before I stop loving you How many times will you lie before my mind stop believing in you What will it take for me to realize I deserve better than you I love you, my actions are the proof that my feelings are true Are you too blinded to see I am the She in your dreams I should tell you I am leaving no longer can I stay I should tell you the same lies I should inflict the same pain Then maybe you will learn you have the queen that speaks to the king in you Maybe you will learn you have something good with me Today is the day I learned you are not worthy of me Your heart was never meant to be with me Today will be the day you learn my love you can no longer keep Today is the day I ... |
HeHe walks in the imagine of God He is the angel sent from above To love To nourish To cherish He see me as the Queen I am I see the King in this man He prays with me He prays for me He and I are connected spiritually He lay his head upon my lap for he knows I am his comfort I lay my head upon his chest for I know he is my protector He speaks with authority This man is anointed by the one true King When I look at him I feel God's love through He He inspires me, little does he know I will give him my heart for He feels like home I am able to love freely because his love for me is unconditionally He caresses my mind He make love to me mentally But he is only a ... |
VindicatedPractice what you preach before you come preaching to me. |
To Be or Not To BeHe says he loves me |
Forever TomorrowI get so caught up in my emotions |
Dear HennessyDear Hennessy, Why must you come between my relationship Why must you poison the mind of the man I love? Becoming a monster when he is drunk Trepidation engulfs me when I see those blood strain eyes looking back at me Preparing myself for this verbal beaten when I hear anger in his speech Tears rolling down my face A cry for him to see I am not his enemy Saying a silent prayer, "God please help me to only see the good in this man. Please reveal to him, my heart is in his hands."
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