I dreamed about you last night
The old you before you lost the fightBefore the chemotherapy, before the struggleBefore the funeral and before the final I love youWe were standing there with my uncles and brotherNext thing I knew I broke down and hugged youYou hugged me the only way a mother can hold a sonI held you tighter not wanting to let go, not wanting this moment to be doneThe people around didnt seem to see what was happening or going onBut for that instant I felt both of our feelings for each other were very strongThen I notice in my dream that my dad was nowhere to be foundMeaning this was after he lost his fight too and it was as if my soul needed something and your spirit knew and from heaven it came downA hug. Every since dad died all I wanted a hug. A hug that only a parent could giveA hug that gives a child the motivation to liveA you gave that to meAnd even though you were my brothers mom, you treated me as if I can from your wombAnd this dream, this memory, your memory and dads is something I will take to my tombAnd when you get back to heaven, tell dad I love him for the person he made meAnd ask him to make sure that we all get to heaven safely.