Conversation with my heart
[ ] When was the moment when you decided that you were in love? That very moment that you skipped a beat because you were with him? How you smile every time you hear his name, the sound of his voice, the feel of his hands, when?...... When was the very moment that you decided that you were in love? When you can't get him out of your head? When you think of a life without him and you feel miserable, when you are afraid at the very thought of him being away from you? When was the very moment that you decided that you were in love? When in his arms you exhaled the breath that clung to your lungs and breathed in the scent of his shallow breaths as he lay face to face with you, sleeping and it felt so right, it felt so perfect that it scares you, and you are so afraid that you are willing to sabatoge this love that you have been waiting so long for, when was the very moment that you knew that you were in love with him? You beat in unison and you can feel him before he gets to you and you can read his thoughts before he says them to you, when was the moment? How did it happen? How can you decide this for me? You are MY heart attached to ME and you are supposed to do what I say! But you say be still because the heart wants what it wants and you decided that he is it, even if we are afraid or terrified of love. You are willing to risk yourself just this once for someone that you are unsure of. You are willing to be powerless? I thought that we knew better, I thought that I can trust you, but you are not loyal to me so I ask you, no I beg you to tell me when did you decide that you are gonna love this man? How could you not ask me for my consent? I want a say in this too! When ?just tell me? How did you do it again? How could you do this again? Did you forget what we have been through?? When did you decide? Was it his hands? Was it the way that he looks at you? Is it the way that he holds you so damn close to his own heart, when? When did you decide this for me? How do you know what will happen? What if you break again? Then I have to fix us..... again? Why did you decide to love him? He is so hard to resist, isn't he? So charming, so sweet and thoughtful, but you weren't supposed to love him you were not supposed to fall in love and you didn't even ask my permission sometimes you are so blind and so reckless. I just want you to be ok because you are ignoring this panicking feeling that I am having, I want to run but you won't let me because when you see yourself through his eyes beauty is the reflection that stares back at you, and you feel so whole because this man holds us so tightly through the night and protects us while we sleep. Wanting to be our knight in shining armor battling these old demons that we are too weak to fight alone kidding my forehead so softly soothing this train wreck of a mind that gets so lost in this labyrinth that are our thoughts, I just want to know, because I am afraid to succumb.
Tali
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love_supreme says: I dont see how I missed this one. Excellent write. |
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mlowe5 says: Great write. Such is the nature of contemplatation---the womb of wisdom. No better place to converse with you and yourself than in the chamber room of the heart. As you continue to weave the labyrinth of thoughts, remember, it is you and yourself that must become of one accord. Peace and Love, mlowe5 |
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Charles2 says: Deep thoughts... in the spirit pool of consciousness... taken by surprise... wonderful work |
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