what do you do (free write)

words of a broken heart ( free write)

have you ever felt like you were drowning....

like everywhere you turned you ran into a wall with trick mirrors around.....

 scared trying to excape and find out why or how you were put into the maze that you dont understand.......

 have you ever felt as if you were drowning but yet alone..... No one could hear you no one could save you ... 

like every way you turn everyone lied to you to where you dont know what or who to believe just lost to what words not knowing who is looking out for you or those out to destroy you .....

what do you do (free write)

Sometime when the heart wants to speak but its to weak to express what it feels for relief of the stress on it. 
sometimes speaking one word can save the trouble of a heart being broken but what do you do when you are scared of the 
reaction of another that you fail to speak . you open your mouth but nothing but silence comes out as you choke trying to
get it out but not matter how much you push you stand there still like nothing can be done now that the time 
of the day has come and gone and you find yourself to still be at square one.....

you ask your self what do you do ..... you tried everything you can think but only the words of your love will save his 
heart from losing life...

Turn Down

As most people who see me call me a fool

working going to school seems to be not cool

So many people yelling TURN UP and TURN DOWN FOR WHAT

well i can tell why

turning up every weekend is not going to get you the CEO position you want 

turning up every night drinking spending money that can go to something important

turn up for what is what you scream and yell but you are a mother who never sees her child. the baby sitter becomes mom because your trying to keep up with everyone else than making your own stand

turn down to come back to reality and realize that turning up wont get you to far in life

turn down and spend time with loved ones so they know you as being there and not as leaving them alone

turn down so you kids will know you "turn up"

some people havent had that light pop on in their heads. im not saying its not ok to have fun but do it after a hard day of work at home or ...