i need something simple and painless
im wondering where the hell the rain is
all of this is getting old
i wish i would've done like i had been told
instead of trying to do it on my own
sorry Dad for not being a good son
its been 15 years, i sincerely wish this was all done
sorry cousin for ignoring your texts
its my biggest regret, because a couple months later i found out you were dead
my apologies go out to the people i've hurt in my life
you are the ones that cross my mind during the night
some of you deserved the hurt, and some of you did not
trust me when i say that this isnt the life i want
i want people to shed tears when they hear the words i say
i want to change their lives before they're leaving flowers at my grave
is that too much to ask for?
having a dream that id be willing to give my life for?
i refuse to be a person who sticks only to obedience
on me you'll always find a notebook and a pen full of ink
dont you dare mistake my kindness for weakness
play me in any way, and you'll just be another stain on my life sequence
lion hearted state of mind
positive vibes on a poetic grind
my words are my high
they put me at peace, a feeling thats almost trance-like
something tells me that that life will eventually turn into the the masterpiece i want it to be
right now its a semi-painted canvas, that thrives off of my ecstasy
~PEACE