To everyone who don't believe in me
I'm going to make it, just wait and see
I had to realize my biggest enemy was blood
But I ain't mad at you got nothing but love
Endowsed with blessings from the heavens up above
Plus you're not God, so how can you be my persecuting judge
Due to fiscal boundaries and economic hardship
I lost everything I loved but it wasn't a punishment
So I kept my faith and showed good sportsmanship
Therefore, me and God, now have a stronger relationship
I lost two babies, my residence and still played the hand I was dealt
And not once did y'all selfish Mutha ***az, think about how I must've felt
through grace and mercy, my soul was kept
I got it from the dirt with nothing but God's help
Being messy ain't cute
I stand in the truth
Nostalgic memories from my youth
So here's what I vowed to always do
Spread my love to my kids equally
Cause they both mean the world to me
My husband and kids makes my circle complete
My family is based upon loyalty
and kinfolks genetically
And whatever I want I can have it
IM not like y'all, I was cut from another fabric